i threw many words at the flat surface of the lake
no splash no waves
i called upon this magnificent body of water with words of awe and muse
no trace of my becoming
this turn of fate had me doubt my own manifestation
may be it is all a dream
may be i am not even here
somehow i managed to find an empty vessel in the realm of homosapians
i have been peeking into this world for decades
once in the past i got a glimpse of an ethereal entity floating
but somehow it vanished or i did
taken away from the summoning session
by misfortune or by my own making, the way i am and the way i happen to be
turning towards the source or the medium that is this hollow underwater cave i host inside
if all i have got is my self then i only got my s e l f t o d e s t r o y