it has been years, decades, and ages that i have been waiting
i waited so long i have forgotten who i am
in the eyes of oblivion time means no thing
it is either a blissful sleep
or a cursed fate
either decay believing in the shadows
fleeting floating and fading
or crush it into pieces
one saying always rings into my ears
buzzing buzzing buzzing inside my head
life is not to be lived nor created, life is to be destroyed, the one who lived… come to die
as i sat beside her, she was not able to see me, nor hear me, i moved the pen from a distance, she looked at what the pen was scribing, she would smile from time to time, we didn’t have much time, i asked her to pleasure herself, she took off her clothes and sat down facing the window, {redacted}
i couldn’t read her mind nor her half Asian charm and art burnt into her smooth skin… i am not sure she was thinking of me because i am faceless, i could barely show her my words
after a while i thought, this existence is meaningless
FadingEther 