It was silent
It stayed so for a long time
So long i forgot to count
So long i couldn’t distinguish reality from fiction
I fooled my self
I was caught by surprise
It came out of the blue
I let my guard down and enjoyed the moment
Then i was shot
I am bleeding
Open wound but an old one
Three inches deep
I was not welcome
It took me a moment to realize my mistake
To think the outside world has no fangs nor claws
Stabbed in the back
But in fact i was alien
An intruder
Not welcome by any means
So i had to retreat
Will they ask about why i left
I don’t think so
Aliens are not welcome
They never will be
It was a big fat lie
To let my guard down
Is it even real
I lost control of my construct
Feelings of hatred and contempt are reclaiming my inner fields and ancient monuments
In decay i mourned my loss
I will { redacted }
All
But i will { redacted } first
It is dead silent in here
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