– relief –

the odds of our encounter were very low

I liked her. There was something about her i couldn’t put my finger on

We talked a bit

I don’t know her backstory very well

All I know is that something happened. I felt something toward her

She told me she hates living and everything about it

She then confessed that she was glad that i was about to do it as well

We met at a deserted tall building, it was cold and her eyes glowed into the night

I felt so close to her that I could feel the softness of her skin even without touching her

We took up the stairs. To the 40th floor. And then she said,

Hey, would you mind if we sit here for a little while

I hesitated because I got very anxious for no reason, but I managed to let go of a weak, awkward “yes”

She leaned towards my shoulders. I don’t recall exactly, but we started kissing. I couldn’t stop myself and went further,

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After a while… we knew it was time.

She let go of me and jumped

i managed to follow her

we didn’t have to exist anymore

voices started making noise inside my head

laughing and growling horrifically

chaos reigns